Monday, February 6, 2012

We Feel The Love

I am so glad & blessed to have such a caring and loving family. In times when i need reassurance and support, you guys have always been there. Especially since Gabe was born. We've gone through so many challenges right from his birth. You all have accepted him so readily and lovingly. I am sure he feels the love as well.

I am thankful for each and every one of you...without your love and prayers, i do not think we'd be strong enough to handle all these.

However, i dunno, i feel i have to get this off my chest. As many as there are of you who love Gabriel, there are a finger-few who i dunno..are totally ignorant or they just feel uncomfortable in the presence of a special needs child.

Sigh, for the sake of relationship, i shall not name names, though i very much intend to...
I have always known that Gabe may not be accepted by everyone in society. But it hurts when you realise that even some people close to you in terms of relations, do not accept him. Perhaps for some people i am mistaken, but the look i saw on their face said it all to me...Why wouldn't anyone want to love such an adorable n spirited baby? Does he really look that diferrent from us all? FYI, DS is not a transferrable disease...no matter how close contact you come into him, he wun bite, neither will you develop DS...

Anyhow it's a good thing we dun see you often, just maybe once a year. So be off with you ignorant people and i hope for your sake one day you will realise what an idiot you are.

But to the rest of you people who adore and love GAbe, THANK YOU for your love, we feel it all the way here in Tokyo in this freezing weather.

Today Gabe is stable, they will not be removing his ventilator yet, but have adjusted his oxy support down to 25% which is a good sign. His oxy level are good at 85-90%, blood pressure steady. He looks good too, sorry i did not take any pics today, will try to later when we see him again.

Love you all...

2 comments:

  1. Hello there, Baby! How you now? Kisses n hugs to you, Gabe. Really missed you. We will continue to pray for your recovery.
    Michelle, do not be bitter in yr heart. You can't control wat other people think or feel. GOD says we must learn to forgive others if not we will not be at peace with ourself. Whats important now is Gabe's wellbeing, n jus remember that we all stands with you no matter wat!
    Anyway, gives us more updates n photos of Gabe k.
    GOD's blessings on you, Terry n esp Gabe.

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  2. Dear Mum,

    I'm sure Gabe misses u much too...dun worry, he is recovering now...

    And no. i am not bitter abt this issue i wrote about, just surprised at this reaction. But i feel this blog serves as a legacy to Gabe in the future and it should contain all the feelings and issues related to him, esp in the eyes of his mummy. Life will never be butterflies and rainbows for him and he will grow up meeting people who cannot accept him.

    So i feel it is necessary for me to speak about these issues. I do not hate these people, i just felt the need to talk about it...this blog to me is a place to be honest about Gabe's situation and the reaction, love, emotions of the people surrounding him...dun worry Mummy of coz i know Gabe's well being is the most important thing

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